emotional alchemy...

Unspoken words are the ones most often misunderstood. There is too much room for interpretation. For perceptions to creep in. Judgment. Silence speaks so much louder than words. It is an alchemy of emotions erupting in the Universe. It says things we cannot bring ourselves to speak out loud. Possibly in fear of our thoughts. But our thoughts are what's in our subconscious... which desperately want to exists. To surface. Yet we suppress them. Bury them deep in our abyss. Then we erupt because of the pressure. We will be who we are to become either by choice or by force. Ultimately... it WILL be. Which way will you choose?

 

Be Strong. Stay Strong. Live Strong. Love Strong. Asuecion

external balance...

It is challenging to cater to everyone's needs and still maintain a sense of self. We get caught in the emotions of others in an effort to help. But often, help is not required. Although it is instinctual. When someone is down, it is human nature to bring them back up again. When it is not requested, however, it becomes a burden on that person. Whereas they may be fighting to forget... you are bringing it to the forefront. So how to you help create balance? You simply cannot bring balance externally no matter how good your intensions are. Balance comes from within. From a desire to grow. To change. To evolve. Sometimes you have to let go. Not hold so tight. Life is meant to be easy. We have to stop making it hard. Going against the grain. It is time to go with the flow. Move in unison with the Universe. In harmony. We are not the ultimate deciders of our destiny. That comes from a higher power. It has been predetermined. The paths we travel are established so we can learn the lessons which are divined for us...

 

Be Strong. Stay Strong. Live Strong. Love Strong. Asuecion

of this Universe...

The Universe always conspires to deliver a message. It is vast and grand, yet it takes care of us - its people. More often than not, we miss the messages. Too busy majoring in the minors... in the mundane. For some strange reason we have learned... I say learned because it is not a natural human response... to believe we are independent of each other and this world. But the reality is we are all interdependent. We are of this world. However, we go against the grain in egotistical displays of narcissism. The id is inflated. Inflamed. Infected. Instead of tapping in to our subconscious... where our truth exists... we consciously disregard the latter thus we feel empty. Alone. Defensive. But what are we defending? Learned thoughts and behaviors reaped and sowed by societies standards and norms? A human mechanism with terms and conditions? Equipped with a user's manual. Where does it end? When do we become true to ourselves? To this world? Listen to the messages. They are everywhere. The Universe is speaking to us all the time. When will we begin to listen? Or will we continue being its disobedient children?

Be Strong. Stay Strong. Live Strong. Love Strong. Asuecion

love in all its glory...

I am the type of person who cares so much about other people. Their feelings. Their thoughts. Their overall happiness. Very self sacrificing. It is frustrating at times because most people are generally not that way. I don't regret being the type of person that I am. I believe there should be more people like me. But I don't condemn those who are not. If I can share my stories for potential enlightenment I will. I guess the parent in me... like any parent... shares the mistakes they have made in an effort to prevent someone else from making the same mistakes. Experiencing unnecessary heartache. Life is really not as complicated as we make it. Love is not as complicated as we make it. Love is so freaking BEAUTIFUL! I mean really BEAUTIFUL! To share with someone. To have fun together. To enjoy each other. To care about someone. People often confuse love with sex. Don't get me wrong. Sex is PHENOMENAL!  But it is not love. Sex is our physical animalistic raw behavior. Love is mental. Emotional. It is at a higher frequency than sex. Loving someone is to love them entirely. All that's good. All that's bad. All that's perfect. All that's imperfect. Sex is a lot more absolute. It is more about attraction  Primarily physical. Rarely do you want to have sex with a beautiful mind. Grant it that does happen. Not as much as physical attraction. But I digress. It shouldn't be that difficult. Or uncomfortable. Or scary. Or hurtful. Or neglectful. Or discriminatory.  But we are all humans and we fight to protect ourselves. Well... we fight or we just move on. Fight or flight. As highly evolved as we are as humans we still rely on our basic animalistic behaviors. Sex. Fight. Flight. So where does love fit? Do we genuinely know? Do we genuinely know how to really love? Do we really know what love is? I don't know. That's the conundrum. Guess that is the purpose of life. To grow. To evolve. To elevate. It is beautiful though. 

Be Strong. Stay Strong. Live Strong. Love Strong. Asuecion